Tuesday, June 10, 2014

An Account Of My Hut

The Three Worlds are joined by one mind. If the mind is not at peace, neither beasts of burden nor possessions are of service, neither palaces nor pavilions bring any cheer. This lonely house is but a tiny hut, but I somehow love it. I naturally feel ashamed when I go to the capital and must beg, but when I return and sit here I feel pity for those still attached to the world of dust. Should anyone doubt the truth of my words, let him look to the fishes and the birds. Fish do not weary of the water, but unless one is a fish one does not know why. Birds long for the woods, but unless one is a bird one does not know why. The joys of solitude are similar. Who could understand them without having lived here?
Now the moon of my life sinks in the sky and is close to the edge of the mountain. Soon I must head into the darkness of the Three Ways: why should I thus drone on about myself? Why should I waste more precious time in relating such trifling pleasures?
One calm dawning, as I thought over the reasons for this weakness of mine, I told myself that I had fled the world to live in a mountain forest in order to discipline my mind and practice the Way.
All I could do was to use my tongue to recite two or three times the nembutsu, however unacceptable from a defiled heart.
It is now the end of the third moon of 1212, and I am writing this at the hut on Toyama.

*Translated by Donald Keene.

No comments:

Post a Comment

Follow the rabbit trail...